#i hope you're happy with yourself
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I'm in love with you. But you already know that, so how about a better question instead for you to react and answer to: Will you marry me when we get out of the Borderlands?
Send "I’m in love with you." to see how my muse reacts.
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december night.
early access + nsfw on patreon
#christmas can be...tough for simon sometimes.#lucky for him that soap's here to help. <3#(there's a part 2 to this coming soon!! sit tight)#btw. crazy that this is my third time drawing a christmas comic of these two#cataloguing art improvement through ghostsoap holiday fluff sure is one way to do it#happy holidays everyone! i hope you're all taking care of yourself#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghostsoap#giragi art
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how does your muse sit in a chair? what kind of chair do they prefer? - genesis lmaoooo
"In positions that make people question if I'm even remotely comfortable, often upside down. Preference is comfy with arms and chairs I can get fucked in."
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Me and my friend were watching a P.M. Seymour video, when he got to this post.
When my friend finally got the joke after a few seconds, I very clearly heard him toss his headphones onto the desk, walk across his room, fall onto the bed, scream into the pillow for a solid 5 seconds, before returning back.
Doctor : I’m sorry, but we had to remove your colon.
Me Why?
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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HEIST FILMS + dancing 💃🕺
Happy birthday, Robin! (@madeline-kahn)
#happy birthday honey!!! 🥳🎊🎉🎂🎁🥂❤🧡💛✨#userrobin#filmedit#hustlers#sugar & spice#the thomas crown affair#the bling ring#happy new year#ocean's twelve#polite society#the bad guys#set it off#sexy beast#wingwomen#reservoir dogs#1990s#2000s#2010s#2020s#*#gif#flashing gif#it's getting harder to come up with ideas each year askfkd#it doesn't come close to any of your dancing/choreography sets#but i hope you'll appreciate the bravery it took to make a dancing set with text for you asdbkjabsfdsbag#anyway wishing you a really lovely day!! hope you have fun today! treat yourself today#you're amazing! super creative! very kind and thoughtful! smart! one of the nicest people i know! 😘#lots of love and all the best wishes ❤❤❤
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tranny freak :)
#Negativity#Transphobia#I don't know what to tell you buddy I'm not sure what your goal is here#I am genuinely so much happier like this#Figuring out that I'm a tranny freak has been the absolute best thing ever#All the loved ones who I've come out to have been so welcoming and supportive#I get to experiment with my appearance like I haven't done since my punk days in highschool#And I've always been a weirdo so freak isn't even hurtful that's been a point of pride for decades#What made you want to hurt a stranger buddy#What are you going through#Are you gonna read this and scoff cause I took a troll sincerely#Why are you so afraid of genuine connection#Why are you scared of people#Are you happy with your life right now#Do you like yourself#How much time do you spend doing this#Do you think the negativity might be getting to you#How much time do you spend feeling repulsed scornful and annoyed towards others that you gotta do something about it#I'm really sorry#I used to be a similar kinda angry and that shit taints everything#Idk man I just hope you can see the joy in things someday#There's so much cool and exciting stuff you can find when you start looking for happiness and good intentions#Kinda sad that you're missing out
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(There is no pressure on making this request if you're not comfortable or don't have the time/motivation for it) Can I make a request for a reader who's going through a bad patch with their best friend who's slowly replacing them with someone else, and it's obvious that they'll be having a fallout, so Veritas comforts them and reassure them about it?
#im not sure if this is enough i feel like i needed to add something but i hope this is to your liking#im sorry if this happens to you anon im sending you the biggest hug rn 💖💖#happy new year to all of you if you're reading this.. the new year did not treat me well already and i have been so down lately#take good good care of yourself and stay healthy to all of you#cuz ik thats what ratio wanted for all of us🥹#honkai star rail#dr ratio#veritas ratio#dr ratio x reader#hsr ratio#hsr
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Good news! You aren't required to make your hobbies and passions "marketable." In fact, your crafts, hobbies, and passions don't even need to be public if you so choose. You don't have to spend all of your energy becoming perfect if you aren't enjoying the process. You are not a product, you are a person, a creative, and your work also does not need to be a product.
#positivity#yet another post that's like... thinnly-veiled as being for myself#i find myself freezing with anxiety when i think about the things i used to do (writing especially) because...#...i had felt this force to make it ~content~ and ~marketable to an audience~ and it was so fucking daunting...#...it felt like being a gladiator in a coliseum#even now i fight the urge to equate being marketable to being acceptable and worthy of admiration and praise#i wish i hadn't burnt myself out of writing by doing this because i'm simultaneously grieving my writing and hating it#and it sucks the life out of what makes you feel like a person and it takes the art out of art#so be free! pist your art or don't! you are beholden to nobody!!!#(obviously this is not the case for professional artists who rely on their art to keep them alive)#(and i criticize heavily the idea that audiences are entitled to an artists labour)#(i understand that this isn't universal and if it doesn't apply to you then you don't have to take me seriously)#(if you are a professional artist or what have you i hope you are able to feed and house yourself off of that career!)#(i hope you are able to live a happy life and be able to keep loving what you're doing)
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elven princes for my dearest @magicshop🌿
#btsgif#btsedit#cyphernet#userbangtan#dailybts#tuserandi#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#raplineuser#userpat#useremmeline#userkelli#usermaggie#namjoonedit#taehyungedit#yoongiedit#kim namjoon#kim taehyung#min yoongi#*#bts#happy birthday andi!#there are no words to express how grateful i am for your presence on this silly site and on my dash#even our silly little tags mean a lot to me#i smile so fondly when i see you here#i hope you're taking care of yourself these days💖#if you want to talk pls know that i'm one message away#i wish i could give you a proper hug and to walk along the river with you and have a real picnic#love you my darling💖
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OK @taylortruther reblogging her post made me go back and watch the whole BBC Live Lounge performance and her introduction to Can't Stop Loving You is SO revealing in retrospect regarding so many of the themes we've been talking about lately in her later albums.
"The type of love that this song sings about is unconditional love. People say that term all the time and they kinda think that they know what unconditional love is, but I think true unconditional love is, like, do you love someone so much that you would even love them if they didn't love you anymore? That is unconditional love."
Um, "hoax" has entered the chat. 😳
I feel like that goes a long way to explaining why she may have believed "hoax" was romantic, and why "grey skies everyday, would you still stay" was the ultimate expression of love. "Your faithless love's the only hoax I believe in" makes a lot more sense in this context, holding onto someone who's drifting away or showing that they may not love you in the way you need or in the way you'd once been. It's kind of heartbreaking because she's so earnest and so emphatic about it, but it's actually so sad in the context of ~everything~.
Help me hold onto you. That's the kind of heartbreak time could never mend. And I can't talk to you when you're like this, staring out the window like I'm not your favorite town. Your faithless love's the only hoax I believe in. Don't want know other shade of blue but you. I'll be getting over you my whole life. Like waiting for a bus that never shows you just start walkin' on. Pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away. I left all I knew, you left me at the house by the Heath.
(My personal opinion is that unconditional love isn't loving someone even if they leave you; it's loving someone for who they are, including their challenges, and not seeing it as a transaction but an action. ANYWAY. Semantics I guess. I find the way she explains it really devastating tbh.)
(video timestamped @ 19:27)
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Unrelated: I need an entire show done acoustically like this please and thank you because the entire performance is 🤌
#hoax#writing letters addressed to the fire#this is sooooooooo 😵💫#rae i hope you're happy with yourself lmao#her performances in this video are so beautiful#like the holy ground one is just stunning#and it even made me like [redacted] which is a skip for me usually lol#but what strikes me is that she just seems so so tired#which i'm sure she must have been given the promo cycle#but it just seems like... weary#not unlike the red tv promo#but in a different way#but i know she was going through a lot with her family at the time so i'm guessing that was part of it idk#Youtube
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love post-rurenheim blaming his attraction and sexual awakening on you. like you just HAD to cross paths with him in this life huh? you just HAD to be friends with him and be his only sole friend and therefore his only possible romantic interest. you just HAD to awaken his hormones and solidify his interest/obession with you.
#well good job hope youre happy for yourself. he was doing quite fine living life without any of these biological functions but here we are.#never actually voices these thoughts out of course. just stares at you blankly the whole time and you're just 😭? what did i do this time???#like BRO IS IT MY FAULT U GET FIRM NOW????? GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE#c.johan liebert#johan liebert x reader#yandere johan liebert#yandere johan liebert x reader#yandere johan x reader#yandere johan#johan x reader
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I just was deleting photos of Juan Soto from my phone. I started to feel saddened by the act because it represented yet another loss due to greed, but then it hit me. I could let this bring me down or I could let this lift me up. I'm sure that you know which one I chose. This new year is fraught with many challenges. It's scary. I'm gonna approach things this year in a positive manner. Shocking!! 😁 I'm gonna rise to any all all challenges that I will face and that others will face. I'm going to get through this, and I'll help anyone I can get through this, too. I've faced a lot of very hard things in my life, and I am still here. I'm stronger and wiser for it. I always make it through and so will you. I'll be happy to help anyone in any way I can. Together, we'll be fine. Together, we are stronger. Together, we'll make it. That's the key... Together ❤️ 🫂 Hang in there and be positive. Find the joy and if you can't find the joy, then be the joy!!! That's my plan. It's worked before, and it will work now. I care about you all, and you all matter to me. With this in mind and the indomitable spirit that lives within us all, we will be okay. We will make it. We will be stronger than ever. Stay happy. You're not alone. It's okay to cry. It's okay to fall apart as long as you spend the same amount of time doing something good for yourself and those around you ✨️ it's a great rule!! I'm here if anyone needs to talk or just wants someone to listen or just doesn't want to feel alone. 😁😍🫂 We got this!!
#reality kicked in#never lose hope#it's still there#find it#please#indomitable spirit#togetherness#strength in numbers#we got this#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#joy#be the joy#ask for help#i care#you matter#you're not alone#it's okay to cry#do something nice for yourself#well make it through#I'll listen#caring#kindness#helping others#care for each other#do the right thing#be the change you want to see#positivity
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Rant incoming!
I hate hate hate with a passion how Advent Calendars are advertised by stores. The whole idea of them is restricting yourself, allowing yourself only one treat per day and having to wait for it, to earn it by patiently waiting and denying yourself for Christ. But ads on TV are all like: "It's about treating yourself! 😉 Every day you give yourself a little gift to appreciate yourself! 😁 It's all about you! You feeling good and comfortable! 😌"
Just, aaargh!! Yes it's good to celebrate and treat yourself sometimes and yes we as a society have such a toxic relationship with work that we have to be reminded about resting and enjoying ourselves. But Advent is NOT a time for that! It's a time for ascesis - which is an equally forgotten and an equally important skill in our society without which the whole treating yourself loses its meaning! It's a time to be less focused on your work, yes, but instead of focusing on yourself in its place, to focus on God and building your relationship with Him. How could they twist this awesome tool and reminder so awfully?!
#brought to you by#your regularly scheduled ranting about the secularization of Jesus' Birthday#guess who went shopping today#happy fricking “birthday without the birthday boy” are you proud of yourself Western world?#the first week of Advent is about hope right and we have nothing to hope for if we're comfortable#this Advent for me is about finally getting angry#when i'm done with it you're going to be calling me Daughter of Thunder#and the birth of God-Man is going to become a revolution it deserves to be#i found my Advent resolution at last#better late than even later#let's punch some heretics together (especially including ourselves whenever we don't reflect Christ's image)#St Nicholas THE REAL GOD-FEARING ST. NICHOLAS pray for us#Christianity#Christmas#Advent Calendars#based on real events
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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happy birthday liam! love you ♡
#liamnews#liam93productions#1dsource#liam#liam's bday#edits#happy birthday my love!#i hope you're feeling better and taking good care of yourself#and i hope you're receiving lots and lots of love from your loved ones#i wish i could say we will meet next week#but i understand your health comes first#i miss you still tho#it's the big 3.0 this year huh?#this feels insane bc i met you when you were a tiny 18yo#time flies wtf#anyway lots and lots and lots of love#i love you i love you i love you i love you i love youuuu#💜💜💜💜💜💜
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